| While the quality of the photo sucks so much, I spent a large amount of time on this piece after a long period of not working at all. There a re things i need to fix and probably will, but now it can wait. |


My ApocalypseGlittering like the palest moonlight, your tears fall upon the earth. Do not fret, for the end of the world shall come far sooner than you think. As you look out upon this world and see the tattered remnants of all that we have created, do not fear the future. The world could end in a dash of bone wrenching cold, brought on by the inevitability of all things, of this world, the sun and stars to fade or end in fire, akin to the sun, eradicating those who molded and crafted its power, thinking they could control it. Or the very technology we've created to make this difficult life more bearable could break free from our tenuous hold aMy Apocalypse


In Agony, She Screams.I sit.In Agony, She Screams.
I've been sitting for a long time. Sitting here, wondering whether or not the world will still turn once we have all departed. When the world stops being fit for human population, will she still be the same? Or will she overtake our progress and technologies? Rise up and consume the gaudy embellishments we've scattered about.
Or will she cease her existence, too tired to struggle on. Explode in a mass of fire and light, or implode in a fit of darkness? However she ends her time, floating in this mass of stars and rock, she'll find her peace. For anything is better than this agony we inflict.
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| Hey, I'm Star, an amateur photographer and art student. I'm also into creative writing. Right now, I'm scrounging and saving every last dime for college. I'm mostly a work at home type of girl, meaning that sitting in a art class and being dictated to seems to make me brain scream. I can't produce in that environment. Anyway. OK New ME Section thingy. I’m 18, have graduated, and am well on my way to be a college student. I plan on working with the dead bodies and going into Forensic Anthropology, if only because the dead don’t talk back. I plan on minoring in Art in college. People have the tendency to get on my nerves a lot, and in a lot of ways. I’m bisexual, though no one even really cares about that topic anymore. Old News. I spend most of my time reading and drawing (and studying, anatomy is kicking my ass). I'm currently designing a few of my own tattoos, which I will be getting in a few months. I write a fair bit as well. I have a few things started but they're going sort of slow (which I lost in my computers recent death, but I had a copies of a few things saved, so…..). I try not to judge people before getting to know them, which has worked out for both good and bad in my past. I’ve lost a lot of friends because of both of these. I also try not to hold grudges. I see no point in dwelling on the past. I’m working on it. We'll just simplify it and say that long term relationships and I simply do NOT get along, even though all I really want is someone to be with and a great relationship that works. Unfortunately I can't seem to find that. I LOVE Peanut Butter, especially with chocolate, though the sugar makes me all sick, so it’s rare that I get the chocolate. Also lactose Intolerant, which is okay, cause I hate milk, but love cheese. Tricky life, I have huh? My friends are my life and I would be no where without them. Though many of them have become to childish for me to deal with, which has begun to depress. I like to sing. The real stuff, not the "in your car, going down the road" crap. Which is odd, cause that seems to be all I ever get to do lately. If I think I’m right, I’ll fight to the death to prove it. I haven’t had to hurt anyone yet, but Kris and I have come very close. *hugs* I'm religious non-conformist Agnostic, if you don't know what it means, look it up. Religion isn't really an icky subject with me, but if possible, avoiding the conversation is preferred. I am a geek. I am O.C.D. but only about certain things. There are many things I could say here. How bout some random ass trivia: Fave color: Black, Burgundy, and Purple. I hate cake, don’t know why. Want spiderbites but is too lazy to go get them (not to mention broke.) Needs to cut her hair again. But won’t for the damn prom. Love Lifehouse, because despite their Christianity based lyrics, the simple morals they weave into their songs ring true for everyone. Other reason is that music is my life and second passion, to Art of course. Love spaghetti. Well Italian in general, really. I have a list of things I wanna do before I die. You can call it a bucket list or whatever. It’s about 290 items long and getting longer every day. Info [] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x ] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [x ] I wish my hair was a different color. [x ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ x] I have a tattoo. [ x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [x ] I have/I've had braces. [x ] I wear glasses [x ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free [ x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (blush) [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [x ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x ] I've sworn at my parent. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [ ] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've lost a child. School/Work [x ] I'm in school [ ] I have a job [ x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [ ] I almost always do/did my homework. [ ] I've missed a week or more of school. [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [ ] I failed more than 1 class last year [ ] I've stolen something from my job [ ] I've been fired Embarrassment [ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x ] Disney movies still make me cry. [ ] I've peed from laughing. [x ] I've snorted while laughing. [x ] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [ ] I've glued my hand to something. [ ] I've had my pants rip in public. Health [] I was born with a disease/impairment [x ] I've gotten stitches/staples. [ ] I've broken a bone. [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [x ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. [ x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. [ x] I've had measles Traveling [x ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day [] I've been on a plane. [ ] I've been to Canada. [ ] I've been to Mexico [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [ ] I've been to Japan. [ ] I've celebrated Mardi gras in New Orleans. [ ] I've been to Europe. [ ] I've been to Africa. Experiences [ ] I've gotten lost in my city. [ ] I've seen a shooting star. [ ] I've wished on a shooting star [ ] I've seen a meteor shower. [ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] I've been to a casino. [ ] I've been skydiving. [ ] I've gone skinny dipping. [x ] I've played spin the bottle. [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [ ] I've crashed a car. [ ] I've been skiing. [x] I've been in a play. [x ] I've met someone in person from MySpace. [x ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ ] I've seen the Northern lights. [ ] I've sat on a roof top at night. [x ] I've played chicken. [x ] I've played a prank on someone [ ] I've ridden in a taxi. [x ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [ ] I've eaten sushi. [ ] I've been snowboarding. Relationships [x] I'm single [ ] I'm in a relationship [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. [ ] I miss someone right now. [ ] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've gotten divorced. [ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x ] I've kept something from a past relationship. [ x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. [x] I am a cuddlier [ ] I've been kissed in the rain. [ ] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [ x] I've snuck out of my house. [ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x ] I've cheated on a test. [ x] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school. [ ] I've witnessed a crime. [ ] I've been in a fist fight. [ ] I've been arrested. Drugs/Alcohol [ x] I've consumed alcohol. [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I've passed out from drinking. [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [ ] I've smoked weed [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [ ] I've eaten shrouds. [ ] I've popped E. [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous. [ ] I've done hard drugs. [ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. [x ] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I take anti-depressants. [ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic. [ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [ ] I've hurt myself on purpose. [ x] I've woken up crying. Death and Suicide [x] I'm afraid of dying. [ x] I hate funerals. [ ] I've seen someone dying. [ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide [ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [ ] I've planned my own suicide. [ ] I've attempted suicide. [ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. Materialism [x ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [ x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [x ] I own something from Hot Topic. [x ] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collect comic books. [ ] I own something from The Gap. [ ] I own something I got on e-bay. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie. Random [x] I can sing well. ( I think, lol.) [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [ ] I open up to others easily. [ ] I watch the news. [ ] I don't kill bugs. [x ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. [ ] I sing in the shower. [ ] I am a morning person. [ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [x ] I'm a snob about grammar. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [ ] I twirl my hair [x] I have "x"s in my screen name. [x ] I love being neat. [ ] I love Spam [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [x ] I bake well. [] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue [ ] I've worn pajamas to school. [ ] I like Martha Stewart. [x ] I know how to shoot a gun [ ] I am in love with love [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x ] I laugh at my own jokes. [x ] I eat fast food weekly. [] I believe in ghosts. [ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [ x] I love white chocolate [ ] I bite my nails. [x ] I play video games. [x] I'm good at remembering names. [ ] I'm good at remembering dates. [x ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. |
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